My problem with Ariana Grande

Everyone knows the name Ariana Grande. Everyone  knows who she is and what they think she is like. I however am not convinced of her fake facade. I feel that she is  fake. I have a good reason to believe this and in this blog I will explain every step to you. Over the years Ariana Grande has shown a pattern of behaviour which has become a little bit worrying. This behaviour shows that she has not changed one little bit. Miss Grande having the platform she has should have realised that every time she speaks bad about her ex's  her fan base goes after them. Every time this happens she does not come out immediately to defend them and tell her fans to stop. She waits until the internet is dragging her then jumps to her exes defence. In my opinion this is shady and not right. Her followers defend her no matter what she does. Excuses are made for her constantly. I don't like to throw insults but at this stage her fans are like sheep. The likes of Kanye West and other rappers have done behaviour similar to what Ariana Grande has done. They get dragged for there behaviour and  nobody makes excuses for them. What is so special about Ariana? I don't see anything special about her. All I see is a spoilt brat acting out. If she wasn't in the public eye, the general public would tear her apart. Talk about double standards. In my eyes she has done nothing to earn her fame. She's rude, she's obnoxious and clearly she doesn't care about her fans at all. For someone who supposedly loves her fans so much - I find it funny how she abandoned them when the bomb went off at her concert in Manchester. Nobody is blaming Ariana Grande for the tragedy that claimed lives at her concert but there is a way of doing things. The problem I had with Ariana and the concert is that she did not attempt to save some of her young fans who died that night. I honestly feel that because of this she does not care about her fans. If Ariana truly cared she would have done everything she could have to make sure that those who are bleeding but could have been saved were safe. I read a report which stated that some of the lives lost that night could have been saved. I will always give Ariana Grande the side eye because she left the arena with her security and did not attempt to make sure her fans were ok. This in my eyes is out of order.  I don't care how scared you were. If you Ariana truly care about your fans you would have done  the right thing without the cameras. I'm not done yet with how I disagree with Ariana Grande. You seriously thought that was it? If I wanted to I could go on for days but I simply don't have time for that.  Like you I have a life. I'll keep my final arguments for today short. Most people know that this year  Mac Miller died from a suspected overdose. Ariana and Mac Miller we're together for awhile. They dated on and off for awhile until Ariana Grande unceremoniously dumped him. Mentioning his name in a song like she did is absolutely disgusting. So I would say Ariana definitely profited off of Macs death.  This isn't the action of somebody who was mourning the death of a loved one. This is the actions of the person who is calculated and wanted to milk the situation for their own gain. I'm done for tonight. Be sure to leave a comment

Let's get real for a second.......

Today I  got accused of disrespecting the british royal family. I got fed up of being disrespected like that. This person took what I'd written on Instagram about the family connection with the romanovs out of context. Whilst I like to be challenged I felt that this was unfair. This person who I subsequently blocked did not realise  that what they were  saying was not only offensive but also made them look very ignorant. Ever since I was a child I said what's on my mind evanthough it hasn't always been what other people have agreed with. Never have I been accused of using my blog to to disrespect other people. If holding someone accountable for there actions is disrespectful then I'm not sorry. At the end of the day you don't know me or my family. I'm blogging about this because I feel that it is important to get the message out there.  Whilst I subsequently got hurt by the comment this stranger made under a comment I made months ago - I learnt a very valuable lesson. You never truly know who is behind the screen,what their motives are or what they are going to think about the digital you. So when you see me on the internet or anyone else on there as a matter of fact think before you reply to a comment. People get hurt. Have a good day

I had a meltdown.....

So yesterday I had a meltdown. I’m not proud of it but after thinking about it I think I know what sparked it. People who know me well will know that when I don’t feel well I become a moody cow. Yesterday morning I suddenly got a temporature which quite frankly left me feeling extremely sick and lethargic all day. When I did wake up my husband tried to be loving to me but I didn’t want to know. I know that people are going to interpret this as me falling out of love with my husband when that is far from the truth. I f-cking adore my husband and I didn’t want him to hug me because I was burning up. Pretty normal stuff. After having several phone calls I felt attacked. Bearing in mind I have a beautiful relationship with all the people who rang me yesterday this was odd even for me. I couldn’t figure it out until like 20 minutes ago. Not only was I distracted but I was getting concerned of my physical changes. I’m 8 days late on my period. Usually I bloat up and put on weight. This time I’ve lost a lot and subconsciously I’ve been worried. As for being distracted - I’ve been feeling my depression creep back. At this stage in my life I just want to get my history degree and be a Mum. With everything going on in my head and my immune system being weak I think that I was being a f-cking snowflake and way to sensitive. That’s okay though. I’m human. I’m allowed to have feelings you know 

The Royal Twins

Recently I’ve been noticing a lot of differences in photos of HRH Queen Elizabeth. If you look carefully at several photographs you may notice that her jaw looks very different. No one’s jaw can change that much. Scientifically this is impossible. Granted sometimes our jaws do swell when we clonk it but it never lasts for long. I believe that there is a rational explanation for that. The rumours about HRH Queen Elizabeth being born a twin may be true. This isn’t a new rumour. It’s been circulating for years. I think it’s time that this rumour needs to be addressed soon. The government and the British royal family owe the public that much. I believe that photograph number one isn’t HRH Queen Elizabeth. I believe it’s her twin. The jaw is a lot fuller and the boobs a lot smaller. Whilst boobs and the face do change over time. Photographs one and two were taken pretty close together. I don’t believe that people’s fave and boobs can change this dramatically. What do you think? Do you think this rumour is true? I do. All the evidence point that way

Sister Drama : Why I’m #TeamSamantha

Many families have many problems. I myself have dealt with my own family drama. The drama I have experienced is nowhere near as bad as what the Markle family are going through. People have been so quick to take sides and to villainize the other sister. In the news I’ve noticed that most people have taken Rachel’s side. Rachel who most people know as Meghan is the new wife of Prince Harry. I’m #TeamSamantha and think that Rachel is full of BS. No matter how badly your family acts you don’t cut your family off. I’ve had to hold my sister at arms length because of her disgusting behaviour. My own sister decided to become estranged to me. This is why I sympathise with Samantha because I get how it feels to be treated so poorly by your sister. Samantha does have a reason to feel hurt. Whilst I don’t agree with everything that she has done I feel that Rachel has deliberately made her out to be an enemy. The person that’s in the wrong here is Rachel. After her father suffered a heart attack she should have rushed to his side. However she didn’t do this and has reportedly not spoken to him since the wedding.  People haven’t thought about how her father and sister must feel when Rachel cut them out of her life. I think it’s time to hold Rachel accountable and stop making out the rest of the family to be bad. Doria Ragland, who the media seem to love, has a criminal record. One of the people who I follow online has unearthed this and got me intrigued. Why hasn’t the paparazzi reported on this? I feel this to be very hypocritical of them and very unfair.

Thanks to @GiftedWelsh on twitter we have Ms Raglands criminal records.

I feel that the media has a duty to report on this particularly if they are going to go after the rest of the family. I get that Rachel loves her mother but that doesn’t mean that she’s the saint that the media and herself have painted her Mum to be. The fact that Rachel has allowed people to view her family in such a hypocritical view is mean. Rachel’s nephew has a criminal record so why would she try and hide her mothers? I feel that she was trying to fill a narrative. @GiftedWelsh may have been petty in releasing Doria Raglands criminal and Bankruptcy records but she had a reason. Diehard Rachel fans don’t want to believe that there is anything wrong with the family. She does have a point though.

Looking at this screenshot got me thinking. Why would Doria hide her past? It doesn’t make sense. This solidifies my view that Rachel is trash and the media hypocrites

Family Drama : My Estranged Sister

I told you all that I wouldn’t talk about the drama surrounding my estranged relationship with my sister. It breaks my heart that I’ve had to block her on instagram. The lies she has been telling her friends is beyond more than I can forgive. Firstly she’s been claiming I’ve lied about our heritage. That is far from the truth. I would send her the family tree if she asked. Courtney has never asked - so I’ve never sent it her. I found it saddening and sickening that she’s told her friends that I am ungrateful for my adopted family. That is unfair to spread around and very untrue. I have always had a more difficult relationship with them. Can you really blame me for wanting a relationship with my adopted family and my birth family? They have both helped me become the women I am today in different ways. This doesn’t mean I’m ungrateful. I’ve never been the best daughter or sister but I try my best. I’ve had to work through a lot of demons to get to this stage I am at today. One of the demons I had to deal with was accepting my body. For years I hated the way I look. It took for me to meet my husband for me to accept myself as I am. Courtney’s accusations of me being unhappy with how I look is untrue. I don’t want her body. The problem I’ve got with her antics is her taking her clothes off to get instagram likes. As a gypsy this is frowned upon. She’s a pretty girl and doesn’t need to do that. Courtney has truly overstepped the line. Whilst I’d love to kick her ass for spreading lies- she’s still my little sister. I’d be cordial if I bumped into her at our adopted parents house. Being cordial to her doesn’t mean I’ve forgiven or forgotten what she’s done. I’ve had enough of her lies. If you come at me believing her lies I’ll block y. I don’t mind answering questions but don’t be rude or mean about it. Courtney may be hell bent on being childish in this situation but I’ll ignore her now. I’m not going to lie it’s sad to think that any children we may have may not grow up together. It is what it is. She doesn’t want me as her sister and I have to get on with it. I’ll get over her lies but it’ll take time. Life goes on

Holiday Blogs : Gran Canaria

Jamie and I got back not long ago from a holiday in Gran Canaria. It was a little scary travelling there but well worth it. Located in Maspalomas -  Duna Beach Bungalows is a gem. After staying at this location I didn’t want to come home. If you travel to this location of a gem ensure that you pack factor 50 suncream. Temperature hovered around 22 and 36 degrees. Whilst Jamie and I did come home with sunburns we have plans to return to Gran Canaria in the future. I must admit that riding a camel in 30 degree heat was an experience. Personally I didn’t enjoy the camel ride but I’m glad I got the chance to ride one. My husband on the other hand absolutely loved it and laughed at me the entire time. My personal favourite activity to do was to visit Aqualand. Aqualand is a water park located Las Palmas. I think it’s no secret that I love water which is why this was perfect for me. Whilst it was pricey it is worth visiting. People tend to think that it’s €30 for two people to go in. However this wasn’t the case. It cost €60 for both of us to enter. We both agreed that this is the best €60 that we’ve spent. We got photographed with a parrot, went down a lot of water slides and enjoyed the tidal pool. Gran Canaria has so much to offer. We can’t wait to go back to experience more of what the island has to say offer. Did I tell you how good the food is? The food is so good. You don’t need to eat much to be full. I’m so excited to go on more adventures. Whilst this one was only 4 days - we have no regrets.

Official Statement

Mac Miller Reportedly Dead Aged 26

According to TMZ, CBS & People Malcolm James McCormick better known as Mac Miller has died aged 26. At the time of his death it has had been reported that he having trouble with substance abuse recently following his break up from Ariana Grande. Ultimately I believe that his split from Miss Grande has apart to play in his death. It is thought that he died of a drug overdose. Prayers to his family 🙏

YouTube Videos: Let’s talk men who would fuck your Grandma 👵

The other night I was watching a video on YouTube. It was wierd and kind of off putting. Usually I don’t comment on who other people date but I do believe that there is a limit. Wineboxpapi has done many videos on YouTube which has made the light of the situation. Before I give you my views on this go and watch 👉 Wineboxpapi YouTube Video 👈 I feel that whilst it is perfectly ok to have an age gap relationship.  If you are in your 20s or 30s dating someone in there 80s or 90s I feel that this is perverted. Finding love is a beautiful thing and everyone deserves it no matter how old they are. I feel that the likes of Kyle Jones and Octavio Mejia have a grandmother fetish. It’s just fucking wierd to be dating someone who is old enough to be your grandparent. What do you think? Whilst your thinking about it go check out Wineboxpapi on YouTube. 

The lies of Rachel Meghan Mountbatten-Windsor

Being in the public eye is difficult especially if you are part of a royal family. I’ve been suspicious of Rachel Meghan Mountbatten-Windsor since the get go. There are holes in what she has been saying. The fact that she’s told one lie makes me wander what else she’s lying about. This post is an in depth look at her lies. I’m honestly shocked that the media hasn’t been poking holes in what she has been saying sooner. If they’re scared of the Duchess of Sussex what wimps. They should be ashamed of themselves. The media should hold her accountable for her actions. Being a Duchess shouldn’t make her exempt from a tongue lashing when she deserves it. Here’s my take on her lies 

Her Diet 
When Henry and Rachel did there engagement interview I found a lot of the details very strange. They both stated that the proposal happened when they were cooking chicken. How can that be when by Rachel’s own admission she eats a plant based diet? Recently several sources have backed up the claim that Rachel (and now Henry) are vegans. This makes the whole chicken proposal a lie. Why would they lie about the proposal. It doesn’t make any sense. They had no reason to lie about it unless they were hiding something. 
Her Royal Knowledge 
Rachel claimed that she didn’t know much about the British Royal Family because she is an American. After this comment a photo surficed of a young Rachel and a friend outside Buckingham Palace. A report also claims that Rachel’s friends claim that she watches Diana Frances Spencer and Prince Charles wedding on tape regularly. This struck me as odd. Personally I feel that she has always been a fan of the BRF but didn’t want to say. Why ? I don’t know. I’m certainly not buying the fact that she didn’t know much about the BRF because she’s an American. Doing my own research I’ve found plenty of Americans who openly show they’re love for british royalty. I think that Rachel is no different 
Family Drama
Many assumptions have been made about her family life. One of the lies she’s been telling for years is that she was never raised with her siblings. However her older sister, Samantha Markle, debunked this by providing many photos of them together. Regardless of what you think of the Markle / Ragland Family it is odd that she would continue to lie about her paternal side. This is wrong on so many levels. No matter how much you find your family annoying you don’t abandon them. The recent behaviour that Rachel has shown towards her father and siblings is beyond disgusting. That is not how you treat your family. The fact she’s told so many lies about them is not how you act. I feel that people let her get away with it. People need to hold her accountable. No matter how embarrassing her father and siblings may be - it doesn’t excuse her behaviour. 
Her Name
Many people know this women as Meghan Markle. However this isn’t her name. Her name is actually Rachel Meghan Markle. Granted whilst this is a small lie. 60 or 70 years ago it wasn’t unusual for people to use they’re middle names. For someone who professes to be a modern women - this discrepancy with her name is bizarre to say the least.

Her Relationship with the PAPARAZZI 

Rachel and Henry have been all over the news. We can’t read the news without reading about them. This to me was a little strange. I believe that Rachel has been calling and paying the paparazzi to follow them around. That would explain why we get new news shoved down our throats daily. Why would she need to do this? I believe that she planned this the whole time. The fame she had before wasn’t enough for her. I believe she’s craved more ever since

Conclusion 

In conclusion to the few lies that I’ve unearthed I believe that she’s been lying since she got with Henry. I feel that’s she’s not reputable to represent the United Kingdom. I don’t care that she’s American or that she’s half cast. She’s clearly a liar and nobody has held her accountable. This is problematic particularly when she represents the United Kingdom with the rest of BRF on the world stage. Lying is never acceptable no matter what. Any unease between herself and the BRF would not be made public due to the fact that they have to protect they’re image. She’s very sneaky and I feel that she’s trying to use her status as a royal for more fame. Rachel needs to be held accountable. I’m holding her accountable. Are you?

The Royal Secret: A Hidden Daughter

A lot of things are publicly known about the British Royal Family but there are many things that the public have no idea about. Some range from being small secrets. Others however are of a different calibour. What I am about to tell you hasn’t been talked about in 70 years. Many of you may believe it whilst others will hold many doubts. Hear me out before you make your own decision. Read before you condemn what I am about to tell you. King George VI and his wife Queen Elizabeth have two children which are publicly known. However there is evidence of a third daughter. This daughter was kept hidden and was the twin sister of Elizabeth Alexandra Mary Windsor. Not wanting anyone to know about the twin, Sir Alan Frederick Lascelles convinced King George VI to keep her hidden because she wasn’t the stereotypical royal. At the time of her birth it was thought that she had Down’s syndrome. Alan Lascelles didn’t want this to taint his version of the royal image.  Not wanting anyone to talk, Sir Lascelles bound the 1926 British Government by a secrecy act. This on his part was a smart move. By manipulating the king and forcing the government into silence he had his way. He had his vision of the perfect royal family. Whilst he got what he wanted it came at a price. The hidden twin wasn’t able to represent her country like her sisters. She ended up acting out and spending most of her days living in Romania. Whilst it provided her descendants with a rich heritage. It also bought great sorrow. From one generation to the next, her tale has been passed down. Initially her actions angered me. Now I feel pity for her. Gemenii ascunși sunt marele meu bun bunic. Fie ca vocea să se audă acum. I challenge you to ask the government for details on this princess. It’s time that they be held accountable.

Let’s talk Lisa Stelly and Jack Osbournes DIVORCE

So by know everyone is aware that Lisa Stelly and Jack Osbourne have split. After 6 years of marriage Lisa Stelly called the plug on they’re marriage. I find this very strange due to fact that so many things don’t add up. Jack has been working hard to provide for her and the children they share. Why was she unhappy? Personally I feel that Lisa had been cheating on Jack for a long time. Not to long ago it was reported that Jack had punched Lisa’s new boyfriend. At that point they had been split up for about 3 months. If she was heartbroken by the split why does she have a boyfriend? I was scratching my head on this trying to figure out why. I believe that Lisa had been seeing this guy when she was still married. All the evidence points that way. Getting annoyed by Lisa I decided to leave a comment. After realising my first comment had gotten deleted I left another comment. It may seem petty but I had my reasons. Check out my second comment first before you judge me.

I felt that the post that I commented on was very derogatory towards Jack. Typing #singlemum implies that Jack is an absent father. Jacks social media has proved otherwise. I call bullshit on Lisa’s reason for wanting a divorce. Looking at her Instagram - some of her captions seem to brag about it. This doesn’t sit well with me. On the outset it looks like Jack and Lisa are best friends - I have doubts. First of all let’s look at their appearance. When they were happily married Jack’s hair was combed and his beard trimmed. Since there split his beard grew out and tangled a lot. This indicates to me that he’s struggling. Lisa’s spotless appearance has proven to me that she doesn’t give a fuck. Whilst it appears that Lisa has moved on since the split - Jack hasn’t been linked or seen with anyone. Jack has shown how devoted he is to his family. My concern lies with the 3 girls they share. I hope that Pearl and Andy don’t feel that it’s they’re fault that they’re parents divorced. If Lisa tries to turn the little ones against they’re father this would be disgusting. As far as Minnie is concerned I hope that she develops a strong relationship with her father. Lisa has proven she loves to play victim. The only victims I see in th relationship are the 3 little babies. I fear what they’re future holds.

Let’s talk McDonald’s

Like most people I love fast food. McDonald’s is my favourite fast food chain. The McDonald’s we know and love today was started by Maurice and Richard McDonald in 1948. The very affective process, started by the brothers, is still used today. For many years the popularity of the franchise has outstripped the negativity. However in 1999, after 50 years of growth and prosperity, PETA launched the McCruelty campaign. Personally I feel that this isn’t a campaign to help McDonald’s to improve animal welfare but to bully them. PETA  and  other companies have made many accusations against the brand which simply aren’t true. McDonald’s never once claimed to be healthy. McDonald’s never once claimed that they’re burgers could be eaten as an everyday meal. I find it pathetic that people try to accuse the franchise of doing this. Recently the franchise released a statement. I stand with them on one of the points they made. It is up to the consumer to make the decision of how often they eat McDonald’s. McDonald’s are not parents. I feel that McDonald’s is getting targeted by the likes of PETA because they are an easy target. If it wasn’t McDonalds that PETA was targeting it would be some other poor saps. I think we should look Jamie Oliver’s Italian Restaurants instead. There’s definitely something fishy going on there. 

We have a ghost...

So before the witching hour something strange happened. After feeling sick and going to the loo I got the fright of my life. The mug, which I had used for painting, flew off the side of the bath. If it had simply fell it wouldn’t have landed where it did. All I can conclude is that we have a ghost. My husband and I both agree that what happened wasn’t natural. Whatever it is has been causing havoc. 

Let’s talk burkas, niqabs and hijabs🧕

Boris Johnson recently compared women wearing niqabs to letter boxes and bank robbers. For those of you who don’t know burkas, niqabs and hijabs belong to the muslim faith. The comments that Boris Johnson has made is not ok. If politions really want to open a conversation it is best to talk to the women that wear them. The media spread a lot of lies about the muslim culture and faith which get exhaustipated by politions. This is not on. Politions are in a position of power. It is wrong that so many abuse it. I, myself do not understand why niqabs, hijabs and burkas are worn. All that I know is that contrary to public belief it’s the personal choice of the muslim women. Let’s start a proper conversation with the muslim community and stop this persecution once and for all

James Henry Neidhart 1955-2018

It was announced this morning that James Henry Neidhart has passed away suddenly. James Henry Neidhart commonly known as Jim “The Anvil” Neidhart was a former WWE superstar. He suffered a medical emergency when he died. This is a shock and tragedy. Another star is gone. Through his life Jim was an inspiration to many including myself. He showed that with hard work you can do what you want. Jim is survived by his wife Elizabeth and his three children Natalie Katherine Neidhart-Wilson, Jennifer Neidhart and Kristen Neidhart-Culbreth. Send prayers and love they’re way 🙏

Open Letter......

Dear Courtney

When we were kids you were my ride and die. We did a lot of things together and that was the best feeling in the world. Ever since I moved away and got married we’ve drifted apart. That makes me sad. No matter how old you are you will always be my baby sister. It’s my job to worry about you to much and to boss you around. Adulthood isn’t all it cracks up to be. We may not agree on a lot but there’s one thing that will is certain. If you ever need me all you need to do is call. I’ll Instagram you my new number. Just enjoy life and call me. I love you

YouTube Update

Let’s talk writing ✍🏻 - there, their & they’re

Writing for me isn’t easy. I work hard on my spelling and some things don’t click. Someone recently pointed out that I had got my there, their and they’re wrong in a previous post. I thank them for this. There are people out there who think that I deliberately make the mistakes I do but that’s not the case. When I was younger I used to have ways to remember things. When you don’t use something in so long you forget how to do that thing. So for all the people who struggle with they’re there’s here’s a list that someone made.

People can criticise you all they but as long as you work hard at anything you do it doesn’t matter. Just remember that hard work does play off. If it takes 20 years for me to get my there’s correctly - it takes 20 years. There will always be spelling police. I know I work hard at this and I will continue to do so

Let’s talk ......... PREGNANCY 🤰

My Struggles With Pregnancy & The Very Real Struggle

Motherhood is a beautiful thing and it should be cherished. I find myself often wandering when I will become a mother. Unfortunately after trying for so long it hasn’t happened. Regular blood tests and lots of doctors appointment have become part of the norm. Growing up nobody tells you what’s it’s really like to get pregnant. Growing up nobody explained the emotional pain that is caused when you struggle to get pregnant. Growing up you are led to believe that it’s easy to get pregnant. Growing up a lot of things you learn about sex and pregnancy aren't completely accurate. This needs to change. The teenagers of the world want to act grown so I believe they need to learn the truth in school. This way they won’t make mistakes and it could half teenage pregnancy statistics. Having suffered a phantom pregnancy I know understand why some women who want so desperately to be mothers have depression. It’s hard to mentally take the reason why others are getting pregnant but not you. Recently a woman who lives near me got pregnant. She’s not at a healthy size and if rumours are true her diet is atrocious. This is unfair. My doctor said I had to change my diet and cut things to try to get pregnant. The sad truth is that no matter what you do some women, like myself, will always struggle with getting pregnant. With the help of modern medicine though it will eventually help many women who want babies to have them.

What I wish I knew

• For some women it isn’t easy getting pregnant. Even if you are a healthy size there is no guarantee you will get pregnancy. Sometimes it depends on how fertile your family is. There are a lot of factors that go into it.
• Phantom pregnancy - I never got taught what a phantom pregnancy was. Phantom pregnancy is an abnormal condition in which signs of pregnancy such as nausea and abdominal swelling are present in a woman who is not pregnant.
• You can be born sterile. Some women will never be able to carry a baby. They may have eggs but if your born sterile you’ll have miscarriages. I’m still doing research on it. I advice you do the same.

Doctors

Getting medical assistance is no shame. Once in awhile everyone needs a little help. Getting pregnant is no different. Whilst I myself find it shameful that I can’t get pregnant like my ancestors could I will not deny that seeing a doctor is best. Dr T advices me and tries to do what she can to ensure I get my wish. If your not signed with a doctor you need to be. They will help and support you through this journey that you and your other half are going through. It does help.

Mental Health

It is said that some women’s mental health does struggle when they are struggling to conceive. It is important to ensure that your mental health is at it’s peak. I get mine checked every 4-5 months. Having had mental health issues in the past this for me is important. Having good mental health means that you’ll be a good mother in the future. Getting checked isn’t anything to be ashamed of. It’s just taking precautions so that your mentally strong for future children

Why I want to be a mother

I want to be a mother because I love children. I’m married to a wonderful man who I know will make a wonderful father one day. Raising a child is a blessing and I’m willing to take that step. Watching that child take their first steps and call for their DaDa will fill my heart. My husband and I have spoken so often. We agree on one thing. We both want to be parents. We’ve dreamt about our future little one. Half of him - half of me. Complete. FAMILY

Old Q & A

Open Letter.....

Dear Rachel,
I guess I better start with happy birthday. It may be your birthday but that doesn’t mean I’m going to let you off the hook scott free. The way you treat your father is disgusting. He may have been messy with the interviews but that is no excuse. He wouldn’t be doing the interviews if you were in communication. This is a sad situation. think the fame has gotten to your head. You need to sort yourself out. Ring your father. It’s obvious he isn’t a well man and for all we know he could die tomorrow. If this happens it will be on your head. I want to like you but you make it extremely difficult.  Samantha - whilst she is messy - does tell the truth. She may not get her thoughts and emotions across in the conventional way. But she’s right on a lot of things. You don’t act like the humanitarian you claim to be.
If your going to talk the talk you have to walk the walk. Your a member of the royal family now. Act like it!! Follow the rules for once. Breaking them will land you in more trouble. The last time a royal was that badly behaved they ended up excommunicated from the family pretty much. That could be you. Family and duty come before everything. You need to remember that when you feud with your in laws, your father and break the rules. Get to know your in laws instead of pretending. You encouraged Harry to break the dating rule for 2 years. Your engagement was thrust upon the family and you expect everyone to like you. Are you delusional? The family doesn’t know you well. So what’s it going to be? Are you going to follow the rules? I hope you do.

Dominique Paradise Wilson and Crissy Danielle Smith SPLIT

On the 1st of August 2018 Domo and Crissy announced on they’re YouTube channel that they had split. This was a complete surprise due to the fact that they were so close. The reason they had given doesn’t match they’re actions. Whilst I believe that they’re relationship hasn’t been easy - you don’t split from someone you love. Relationships are hard and I get some of the difficulties that they faced. My husband got called names on my platforms and I’ve been called names on his. It’s disappointing how they stopped fighting for each other. I used to watch Domo and Crissy like crazy which is why I was disappointed when I found out that they’d been lying to they’re viewers. I was doing research for this blog post and accidentally stumbled across they’re WEDDING DATE!!!! Here take a look 👇👇👇👇

In 42 days they were meant to get married!! Several times they said to they’re viewers that they didn’t have a date. This was obviously a boldface lie. Personally I feel that if they wanted to keep it a secret they should have just said. No one would have judged them at all. It’s ok to keep secrets from the internet. I didn’t go looking for they’re wedding date. I was looking for general information on them. Little clues to why they broke up. There is a lot that don’t make sense. First of all it was only last week that they were gushing over each other. Personally this is bizarre. You don’t gush over someone that your about to split up from. If there had been cracks we should have seen some clues. I personally didn’t see any which way is why it came as a complete surprise. I think Domo and Crissy are idiots for saying that they’ll never get back together. I think they will eventually. Here’s my prediction. I think that they will get back together after Crissy has graduated and matured. I feel that Crissys immaturity and Domos maturity could have been the reason for this awful situation. I hope they sort it. Even if we see them get back together a few years down the line it’s something.

👇👇 For old times sake - here’s a picture of Domo & Crissy with they’re son Dominic 👇👇

Go and do your own research and make your own decisions. Let me know what you think in the comment section. Domo and Crissy have instagram. Go check them out. 

They’re IG: @cr.issy @domowilsonmusic

I don’t trust Perez Hilton

For those of you who don’t know who Perez Hilton is I’ll give you a run down real quick before I get into the details why I don’t trust him. Perez Hilton born Mario Amando Lavandeira Jr is a 40 year old father, blogger, TV personality, author and columnist. He is most famous for running his blog. The link to his blog will be at the bottom of this post. Whilst I wouldn’t usually be at all bothered by what some blogger is doing. Perez Hilton has really been getting on my damn nerves. I used to look up to Perez Hilton but no more. Recently I’ve been seeing more and more posts about politics and the British royal family on his site and instagram. Upon reading them I realised how little he seems to know on the topics.  *If you don’t know much on the subject you need to stop posting about given topic*      I feel that this proves that obviously Perez Hilton is either ignorant or he’s stopped giving a crap about the very thing that made him famous. With 747k followers on his personal Instagram and 293k followers on his blog Instagram you would have thought that he’d have learnt to be careful with his words. It’s sad to see that he doesn’t see some of the damage he is causing with his voice. He points the finger at people and doesn’t back up his claims like he used to. What happened to the Perez Hilton who used to back up every claim that he made? That Perez seems to have disappeared. I don’t trust him because he makes claims without evidence. That can be so damaging. I hope he amends this and doesn’t continue making the same mistakes. So does Perez Hilton have any redeeming qualities? Yes he does. I think that he is a brilliant father to his 3 kids Mia Alma, Mario Armando and Mayte Amor from what he’s shown on his Instagram. I think that it’s so sweet how he interacts  with his babies on instastory. I feel that whilst seems like a family man. His outspoken behaviour may have been quirky and brilliant before but before long he will get into trouble. He needs to think before he speaks or writes. I’m not throwing hate or shade but I feel that one day he’s going to say the wrong thing and somebody is gonna sue his ass or beat it. Whatever way you look at it his current actions are going to land him in hot water. 

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Perez Hilton’s Blog: http://perezhilton.com/?ph_desktop_override=1#.W2WcBKTTWEc

Family Genealogy

This is my family tree 👉 https://www.myheritage.com/site-336053101/gregson Go check it out. My family tree is highly unusual. I love the fact that it defies the norm. If you want to see the whole thing you need to have an account. Enjoy 😊 

PUBLIC ANNOUNCEMENT

Recently lies and rumours have been circulating about myself. I have no reason to lie about my heritage, where I came from or about my social media. After such lies being spread I deleted both my private and public twitter pages. I do not have a twitter anymore. If you see my image being used on twitter - it is without my knowledge or permission. As for my instagram I blacked it out. All that I ask is that if you believe that I’m a liar - instead of leaving hate - unfollow me. To many people chose to hate. Not enough people chose to love. There is always 2 sides to every story. Please bear this in mind. Thankyou

Let’s talk autism.....

For those of you who have followed me on social media for awhile you will know that I have autism. Having autism isn’t all bad. Granted sometimes I struggle but that doesn’t stop me from doing what a neurotypical would do. Having autism does mean that sometimes I can concentrate more. Watch the video to understand more.....

Why Susan Wojcicki should be fired?

Let’s talk LGBTQ 🏳️‍🌈

Having family who are part of the LGBTQ community means I have a lot of views about it to. Recently I’ve noticed that the community has been getting a lot of hate. Reportedly some Anti-Trans activist group got to lead a Pride march in London. How is this ok? It’s not. If these reports are correct I’m horrified beyound anything. The person who let the anti trans group lead the parade should be fired. For those of you who don’t know LGBTQ means. Its an initialism that stands for lesbian, gay, bisexual, transgender and queer. This initialism has been used since 1996. In my opinion if you can’t accept the whole community - you aren’t a supporter.  Let’s stop this hate and start being accepting. Love is love no matter who it is. 

Let’s talk health......specifically medical conditions

Many people have many medical conditions. I myself are no different. I have autism and mild bipolar. Whilst I’ve never hidden my autism- I’ve never really been open about my bipolar. I got diagnosed with bipolar about 6 months ago. Everyone reacts to different illnesses differently. My reaction to my bipolar was different to that of my autism. Having autism made total sense. I love structure. I get obsessions. I sometimes have struggle with communication. And that’s ok. When I got diagnosed with mild bipolar I was in shock. Thinking about it I guess there were signals all along. I struggle to always accept that bipolar is the reason that I have trouble with my emotions. As of recent I recently had a new diagnosis. To some extent I’m in denial still but I can’t run from it. The name of it is complicated. Basically in extreme heat I become a bitch and I become paranoid. I’ll let you know my progress on dealing with it. It’s still very new to me. Give me time 

My Great Great Grandma.........

Last night I received a message from my great grandma. Attached was a few photos. When I asked who the lady was in this picture I was shocked. This is my great great grandma Elizabeth Dorothy Roberts who preferred to go by as Eliza Dottie Roberts. My great grandma is Eliza’s daughter. I’ve learnt so much about this lady and new her name but I never new what she looked like. As I stare at her picture I find myself thinking about how much I look like her. We have very similar stances and the way we hold our jaw.......😂😂😂 You can tell that we’re definitely family. I can’t tell you everything about her. When I do you’ll understand why.

I finally have pictures.....

I finally have faces to my romanian side of the family. That includes my great great grandma Elizabeth Dorothy Roberts aka Eliza Dottie Roberts. I have so many emotions but I don’t know how to feel. I feel emotional but in a good way. When I look at the photo of Eliza Dottie it makes me feel sad, happy , angry and cryey. I don’t know why. It’s confusing. As for the photo I received of my great grandma I feel happy. She’s a pretty lady. I just hope to know them better. Hopefully I can make the trip to Romania soon. It’s important to make connections with that side. Let me know what you think. I don’t know what to think or feel 

Let’s talk adoption....advice from a former adopted child to adopted parents.....

As I said in my last post I was adopted. People don’t realise that adoption is sometimes traumatic for the child. From a young age it was clear that my adopted parents didn’t want me to talk about my life beforehand. I was 8 years old. Social services wouldn’t let senior members of my family adopt me due to age. I find this to be so wrong on so many levels. I love my adopted family. I love my birth family. If you do adopt - don’t be surprised if your child wants to find they’re birth family. It doesn’t mean that they don’t love you. It just means that’s they’re trying to find themselves. Whilst I understand why my adopted parents are unhappy that I have a relationship with my birth family - I won’t stop. I love them. Did they make mistakes? Sure but they are only human. Learn from my adopted families mistakes. If you love your adopted child(ren) enough you will support them. 

I’m adopted......

Family is so important. I was adopted. I’m lucky to have the relationship I do with my birth family. Unfortunately because of my longtime wanting to find my birth mum my relationship with my adopted family suffered. I think it was a long time coming. Growing up with my adopted family was hard. I never hid how I wanted my birth mum. Honestly I feel that was what kind of made my adopted parents hate me. Personally I don’t see why I can’t celebrate both sides of me. By doing my family research - both adopted and biological- I’m paying homage to both sides. Both sides make up who I am today. Ignoring one side of me is like ignoring half of myself. I’m not going to do that. I’m going to take pride of who I am. One day when I have kids and they start asking questions I‘m going to tell them the whole truth. They deserve that - as do I. 

If your a relative - adopted or birth - get in touch. I’d love to see proof. 

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Defending Grammie

Cousin Pride

Let’s help this father.......

Children need to be protected. Right now there is a little boy called Jaidyn Tucker who has been abused. The school has covered it up and that’s disgusting. I think I’ll let Jamie Tucker (Jaidyn Tucker’s father) tell you how he found out 👉 https://www.gofundme.com/this-could039ve-been-your-child?pc=tw_dn_cpgnsharemore_r&rcid=r01-153036212004-238ca3fb0ca744c8 👈 If you can go help them with legal fees. If you can’t do that spread the word about the situation. This isn’t ok. This boy needs justice. #Justice4Jaidyn 

Let’s talk family.....Let’s talk my elusive Great Great Grandma 👵

Families are difficult and mine is no acception. For 2 1/2 years I’ve been doing my family tree and have discovered so many secrets. Some of the secrets are good. Some of the secrets sad. Some of the secrets are bad. If you follow me on social media you will know that my great great grandma was a Bowes Lyon. I’ve discovered so much about her but for some reason she remains a mystery. Whilst she is apart of a family that are very different to others she wasn’t like them.  She was a mystery. I’m always researching her and I’m proud of how far I’ve come. She left very few paper trails and next to no digital footprint. I’m determined to find out why. 

You’ve probably watched the clip and worked it out. She was the sister of  Elizabeth Bowes Lyon, Queen Mother. That’s what the public records say anyway. I’ve had to dig for all the information about her. I don’t mind doing that it’s fun but I feel I’m going to need help. 

If you have any other information I’d be grateful.  Her name was Elizabeth Dorothy Roberts. But often went by her nickname of Eliza Dottie. You can email me on shannon.social.media1996@gmail.com if you have any information. Thankyou 

Celebrity Gossip Blogs: Should politics and royal news be left for the mainstream media?

Over the years celebrity gossip blogs have gotten more and more popular. The likes of www.perezhilton.com and www.celebuzz.com love to gossip about the latest scandals in Hollywood. Whilst I myself admittingly love to indulge in the gossip it got me thinking. Where do they draw the line? What topics are off limits? Personally I feel that www.perezhilton.com has crossed that line. Whilst I appreciate that Perez is trying to keep his blog current he should not be gossiping about the British Royal Family or politics. Having read what he has said on both topics has made me realise how much he lacks in education on the topics. I feel that he’s written what he’s written out of ignorance. As a gossip blogger if you are going to tackle the topic of politics you shouldn’t impose your own views on your audience. The reason I feel this is because you can influence people’s decisions. In today’s age people are on the internet all the time. They have access to instant information and people’s views quicker than our ancestors did. This makes blogs extremely powerful. Perez has influenced a lot of people already with his strong political views. I don’t think he realises this. Making statements like he has out of anger has fuelled the flames of hate for Donald Trump. Whilst I don’t condone all that he does Perez should have only reported on the facts. When you put your opinion in the mix as a reporter is a catalyst for disaster. Big mistake Perez. Big mistake. I’ve also noticed that a few gossip bloggers have also been gossiping about my family. I happen to be a lesser known member of the British royal family. I’m going to try and stay impartial in my comments. I’m only human. If it gets to personal I apologise. Let’s get started. Ever since Rachel Meghan Markle and Prince Harry’s wedding gossip bloggers have been gossiping about the British royal family. Whilst I can understand that they got used to gossiping about Rachel. She’s a Duchess. Yes she was an actress but she isn’t now. It’s inappropriate to think that you, gossip bloggers, have the privilege to continue to gossip all because of what she once was. It’s inappropriate on so many levels. Celebrity gossip bloggers don’t understand the reason why the royal family are as they are. The formality of being a royal, rules that uhave to be followed are a few things that are harder for your average Jack / Jill to understand. Commenting on what a royal does without clearly understanding royal protacall is naive. Education is everything. It doesn’t matter what subject you talk about. If you don’t understand the situation don’t blog about it. It makes you look ignorant. Unfortunately Perez Hilton has made himself look ignorant more than once. This is sad because I once admired him. He used to do his research vigorously. It seems like Perez doesn’t care about the one thing that gave him his fame anymore. So to answer the question do I feel that the subject of politics and royal families be covered by main media only. The answer is yes. Most bloggers don’t have enough knowledge to understand the complexity of royal families and politics. Let me hear your thoughts on this in the comments below 

R.I.P Joseph Jackson

Having battled pancreatic cancer, Joseph Jackson lost his on June 27th.  I think this goes to show that cancer doesn’t discriminate. Not all cancers can be cured but it’s good to try. If you have cancer symptoms go and see your doctor because it could save your life. Whilst many have lost there’s, if yours can be healed take the chance. Many like Joseph fight the disease and lose. Always listen to your doctor. 

Joseph was truly a person to be reckoned with. Not only did he set his children on the path to stardom but he also remained the doting father and husband.   I looked up to him as a role model. He inspired me to do better. He inspired me not to settle. I’ll miss him. I’m just glad that he’s not in anymore pain. The media persecuted him in life for no reason but feel that they have the right to mourn him. Whilst articles like this one 👉 https://news.sky.com/story/joe-jackson-father-of-michael-jackson-dead-at-89-11418854 are respectful. The paparazzi need to answer to they’re hypocrisy. 

R.I.P Joseph Jackson - You’ll always be remembered and never forgotten. 

Top 5 Tips: How to start your family tree?

Nowadays everyone wants to know where there family comes from. I found myself in that position and started my family tree. I hope my top 5 tips help. 

1: Always ask your parents, aunts, uncles and grandparents what they know. This is a good start because families always have stories that are handed down through generations. 

2: Start drawing the family tree on paper. Always start with you. This will help you start the journey and make sure that the information is accurate. 

3: Choose a reputable tree building site. I personally chose myheritage.com because it had a lot of information which has helped with the growth of my tree. 

4: Family photo albums help. Visualisation of ancestors can help figure out your family. Sometimes photos can understand where you get your looks for example. 

5: Talk to relatives friends. Sometimes they know information that you don’t. You sometimes have to dig deep. Sometimes they are secretive to they’re family.

I hope this helps. I always enjoy doing my family tree. Don’t be afraid to dig deep 

Autism: Is it caused by vaccines?

Andrew Jeremy Wakefield is a former British doctor who got struck off the U.K. medical register in 2010 for unethical behaviour, misconduct and fraud. The former Dr Wakefield started an epidemic in the 1990s when he published a paper making outrageous claims. Published on March 1998 in “The Lancet” he made claims that autism, inflammatory bowl disease and MMR vaccine were connected. This has been debunked by many medical boards. Whilst this may seem like no big deal the former doctor has actually done a lot of damage.

People are afraid of they’re child having autism because of what he stated. Autism isn’t caused by vaccines. Autism - for those of you who don’t know - is a lifelong, developmental disorder that affects how a person communicates with and relates to other people. It also effects how they experience the world around them. I should know. I’m autistic and I’m proud of it. Having a neurological disorder isn’t a death sentence. It makes life interesting. 

I can’t help but fear for our youths lives as anti vakkers shove dangerous ideologies down people’s throats. I fear that the meazles, mumps and many diseases that haven’t been around in along time will make a comeback. This in itself is terrifying particularly as our bodies have never even encountered most of these illnesses in our system.  Our grandparents have more of a chance of surviving an outbreak than we do. I hope that people start thinking about the consequences that would occur. 

It disturbs me that celebrities such as Kat Von D, Jenny McCarthy, Jim Carrey and to some extent President Donald Trump are anti vakkers. It’s better to vaccinate and to know your child is safe than to toy with the fact that they may get dangerous diseases such as polio. Whilst we all want the best for our youth blindly following someone, particularly a celebrity, is dangerous. I myself have many celebrities who I consider my idols, I’d never take they’re extreme standpoint particularly if it goes against your own morals. Sometimes prevention is better than cure. 

More research is needed on autism but not by doctors who have been proven to lie. Until such time I’ll just sit my autistic self here and shred Andrew Wakefield apart for his lies. Remember listen to your local doctor and NOT a disgraced one. It’s better to be safe than sorry

10 Must Have Apps in my iPhone

So everyone has a phone nowadays. I’m no acception to the case. I’m glued to my phone because it has helped me with a lot of stuff. Here are my 10 apps that will never get deleted from my phone.

1: Instagram 

I love instagram. I love building up my following and showing people another way to live. At 7,623 followers I’m now going to become an influencer. I know I’m a role model. Not gonna lie it sometimes gives me anxiety but I can work through that. It’s helped me to become myself more. Go follow me @shannonromania 

Keeping connected with my fans is so important and I do my best. I’ve made mistakes but I’m still learning. 

2: Twitter

I don’t like twitter as much as I like Instagram but it gives people an alternative platform to follow me on. Go follow my public twitter account @shannonromania - this is the place where I post about politics and anything else I disagree with. 

3: myheritage.com 

Family is so important. I love researching my family tree. I’ll never delete this because I’m determined to find out all of my family history. I’m so glad that the website is an app as well. Whilst it may not be the best it’s helped me. If you’d like to see my tree feel free to check it out 👉 https://www.myheritage.com/site-family-tree-336053101/gregson

4: YouTube 

I feel that YouTube is on everyone’s list. It’s certainly helped me out when I can’t sleep at night. I’m an unpaid YouTuber on there. I haven’t posted in awhile but I will soon. Go subscribe to my channel 👉 https://m.youtube.com/user/SuperCaptainJaneway

5: Emails 

Everyone has emails. It keeps me connected. It’s more of a necessity than anything else

6: Kim Kardashian Hollywood Game

I love games so of course I added this game. It’s also helped me think of things slightly differently. Instead of the mentality of I’ll never be famous. I have the mentality of I’ll get they’re eventually. 

7: Kendall + Kylie Game

Couldn’t resist this one. It’s just good fun.

8: Flo 

I have trouble tracking my period. This has helped me to not only track my period but to figure out when the best time to have sex. My husband and I are trying for a baby. This app has given a lot of good advice. 

9: Sky

Having the sky box connected to my phone has helped me at night. I struggle to sleep so this is a must. 

10: iBooks

I love reading but don’t always have time to sit down and read. This helps because I can download the book onto my phone. I love it how my phone doubles up as a Kindle 

Sexism: Is it preventable?

Sexism has been around for along time. Both women and men have been subjected to it on very different levels. Men often get shamed if they are out of shape. Whilst this is bad - this is not the worst that people have been subjected to. Women have been shamed because of they’re boobs and ass. This is sad. Because of sexism boobs are mainly seen as sex objects instead of things babies eat from. This needs to change. I don’t want any future daughters I have to feel like they have to have they’re boobs on show to get a partner. What lessons are we teaching our youths?

Sometimes sexism is preventable. How? In the age of the internet we can stop posting photos of ourselves half naked. I personally have never done this but I know someone who has.
Those of you who follow me on social media will know that I was feuding with my sister because of a photo she took in her underwear. In our family posting photos like this isn’t allowed and is deeply frowned on. I found that her reason for posting the photo to be extremely unacceptable and inappropriate.

I censored the screenshot because I was extremely horrified that her underwear was see through. I have a very strong stand point on this situation. I believe that it’s one thing to post a photo in your swimming costume but I draw the line at underwear or naked selfies. 

Granted celebrities such as Kim Kardashian West are famous for they’re bodies. Whilst I personally feel that what they are doing is objectifying themselves to sexism and body shaming - that is what they make they’re money from. All because a celebrity shows off they’re body doesn’t make it right. I feel that a mixture of sleazy media personal and celebrities getting their kit off is what set off this catalyst of extreme sexism. 

Unless women start respecting themselves and wearing more clothes this cycle of extreme sexism will carry on. I don’t want this to happen and hope that the media take part in restoring the respectability of women